10 October 2010, I woke up hoping that all spotting would have stopped... brown discharge continued... by afternoon..it turned to red.. almost freaked out...
warded myself to tmc and was given a jab and stayed there for one day... only praying hard dat baby will be strong and survived.. bleeding nvr stop.... my hopes were not high....
11 October...went for a scan in de morning.... couldnt find baby... doc says walls not thickening... prepared for the worst... by 12pm... doc came back to tell me HCG dropped to 400... baby is gone... I did not cry much... i dun wan bro and sis to be worried...
came home... cried in the bathroom and bedroom for almost 1 hour... I duno what to say...
I had a dream... Baby's name is Tylor.... when i have a 2nd one... this will be the name...
mummie loves u alot.... and will miss u... u be good in heaven and GOD will take care of u...
8:27 PM
Saturday, October 9, 2010 PINKIE.
Please dun go....
went to the library and borrowed a few books on pregnancy... met hubby at Tampines Giant for some marketing so that we can cook and have dinner at home... de moment i reached home and went to the toilet... i found a drop of blood on my panties!!! SPOTTING~!!! It had nvr occured to me dat i will ever have a chance to see this in my whole pregnancy....
called my gynae... clinic closed... so hubby went to collect some hormones tablets for me to take...
in de end he still tink i shd go KKH for a chk up... doc checked and says im not bleeding at the womb... so its good news....
den doc did a scan to chk de baby... there is NO baby in my womb... doc checked again... NO baby... pregnancy test? positive....
doc gets worried.. so am i..... 2 possibility... im in the very early stage of my pregnancy.... OR its Ectopic pregnancy... but according to the nurses...i shd be 7 weeks and shd see de baby... did a blood test....
MIL and BIL came and gave support... dats was very heart warming... 7 weeks HCG shd be 1500.... so if im above that i am sure to be having a Ectopic pregnancy...
results came out 2 hrs later after dining wif in laws... HCG 890.... which means im less den 7 weeks OR baby is not developing...
at least i noe its not Ectopic pregnancy...
Mon will ve to go back for another test... if HCG doubles... Good news...baby is developing well... no change.... i will have to try again.....
Baby L..... Mummie and Daddy long so much to see u for 5 years oredi... u be good and stay in mummie's womb and grow strong and healthy okie? mummie noes u will be like us...always a great fighter and nvr gives up! just grow fast fast and doubles the HCG~!!!!!!
11:39 PM
Sunday, October 3, 2010 PINKIE.
Depressing morning
Received sms from father... sigh.....
constipation bleeding...
11:29 AM
Saturday, October 2, 2010 PINKIE.
Fruitful Day
Suppose to go back to school and mark but duno y by the time i woke up it was oredi 9.30am... maybe baby L wans mummie to be at home...hehe did not test this morning cos hubby says im getting very paranoid... i agree...
totally addicted to the game hubby bought for me... but in order to motivate myself to mark de compos... i decided to mark 5 pieces and play for 30 mins.. well it works... cos i have completed 25 scripts... so tml will ve de same strategy again...
my little bro helped to clean the whole hse today.. hubby say me doing the laundry and shouted at me.. iyah its de washing machine doing the work lahz....
no more vomitting... dats good news i think... when is 12 october coming??? when when when????
8:40 PM
Friday, October 1, 2010 PINKIE.
The day i skipped class again
Hubby decided to cook for me today but the moment he woke up, he told he he needs to go compass point a buy something for his fren's birthday. so i helped to prepare the ingredients for him until he is back...
once i woke up i tested again... phew! still positive... i really cant wait to see Baby L on 12 October...
Hubby came home at ard 12 plus... empty handed... hmm he told me he has passed the present to his fren at compass point.. okie...
had a light lunch cos keep wanting to vomit... den Hubby ask me to play wii.... but all my games involves body movements and Doc has adviced me not to move too much... den i realised...OMG~!!!! Hubby bought my fav game for me!!!! HoHoHo...
So i am definitely skipping my lessons at Unisim today...hahaha
4:34 PM
Thursday, September 30, 2010 PINKIE.
Hubby is angry
Hubby so angry with me... Maybe its my sensitive smell.. I keep asking him to go and take shower again n again... he got so angry... he slept on the floor... hehehe....
Just now tested again... wooo the line is definitely darker!!!
so its kindof bored at home. 2 days mc.... nutink much to do... sleep eat sleep eat... finished 3 magazines... staring at the 3 stacks of compos in front of me... thinking about the 3 stacks of books in school...
should i go for my unisim lesson tml? I haven not attend any... tml is lesson 3.... should i go back to sch on sat and do my marking? maybe i shd....
9:57 AM
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 PINKIE.
Boring day
MC at home... No more MS as doc gave me some med to take... somehow i feel more secured if i vomit haha... still have some tummy cramps on and off but i noe its normal... appetite still okie.. but i realise my baby is a morning bird... i keep waking up very early....hmmm takes after the Daddy..hohoho...
Hubby forbids me to do any hsework... de hse is in a big mess now...super big mess... lucky I have very supportive family members who are willing to come and help me with the hsework or cook for me...hehehehe
9:54 PM
Monday, October 11, 2010 COLOURED.
Mummie will miss you....
10 October 2010, I woke up hoping that all spotting would have stopped... brown discharge continued... by afternoon..it turned to red.. almost freaked out...
warded myself to tmc and was given a jab and stayed there for one day... only praying hard dat baby will be strong and survived.. bleeding nvr stop.... my hopes were not high....
11 October...went for a scan in de morning.... couldnt find baby... doc says walls not thickening... prepared for the worst... by 12pm... doc came back to tell me HCG dropped to 400... baby is gone... I did not cry much... i dun wan bro and sis to be worried...
came home... cried in the bathroom and bedroom for almost 1 hour... I duno what to say...
I had a dream... Baby's name is Tylor.... when i have a 2nd one... this will be the name...
mummie loves u alot.... and will miss u... u be good in heaven and GOD will take care of u...
went to the library and borrowed a few books on pregnancy... met hubby at Tampines Giant for some marketing so that we can cook and have dinner at home... de moment i reached home and went to the toilet... i found a drop of blood on my panties!!! SPOTTING~!!! It had nvr occured to me dat i will ever have a chance to see this in my whole pregnancy....
called my gynae... clinic closed... so hubby went to collect some hormones tablets for me to take...
in de end he still tink i shd go KKH for a chk up... doc checked and says im not bleeding at the womb... so its good news....
den doc did a scan to chk de baby... there is NO baby in my womb... doc checked again... NO baby... pregnancy test? positive....
doc gets worried.. so am i..... 2 possibility... im in the very early stage of my pregnancy.... OR its Ectopic pregnancy... but according to the nurses...i shd be 7 weeks and shd see de baby... did a blood test....
MIL and BIL came and gave support... dats was very heart warming... 7 weeks HCG shd be 1500.... so if im above that i am sure to be having a Ectopic pregnancy...
results came out 2 hrs later after dining wif in laws... HCG 890.... which means im less den 7 weeks OR baby is not developing...
at least i noe its not Ectopic pregnancy...
Mon will ve to go back for another test... if HCG doubles... Good news...baby is developing well... no change.... i will have to try again.....
Baby L..... Mummie and Daddy long so much to see u for 5 years oredi... u be good and stay in mummie's womb and grow strong and healthy okie? mummie noes u will be like us...always a great fighter and nvr gives up! just grow fast fast and doubles the HCG~!!!!!!
Suppose to go back to school and mark but duno y by the time i woke up it was oredi 9.30am... maybe baby L wans mummie to be at home...hehe did not test this morning cos hubby says im getting very paranoid... i agree...
totally addicted to the game hubby bought for me... but in order to motivate myself to mark de compos... i decided to mark 5 pieces and play for 30 mins.. well it works... cos i have completed 25 scripts... so tml will ve de same strategy again...
my little bro helped to clean the whole hse today.. hubby say me doing the laundry and shouted at me.. iyah its de washing machine doing the work lahz....
no more vomitting... dats good news i think... when is 12 october coming??? when when when????
Hubby decided to cook for me today but the moment he woke up, he told he he needs to go compass point a buy something for his fren's birthday. so i helped to prepare the ingredients for him until he is back...
once i woke up i tested again... phew! still positive... i really cant wait to see Baby L on 12 October...
Hubby came home at ard 12 plus... empty handed... hmm he told me he has passed the present to his fren at compass point.. okie...
had a light lunch cos keep wanting to vomit... den Hubby ask me to play wii.... but all my games involves body movements and Doc has adviced me not to move too much... den i realised...OMG~!!!! Hubby bought my fav game for me!!!! HoHoHo...
So i am definitely skipping my lessons at Unisim today...hahaha
Hubby so angry with me... Maybe its my sensitive smell.. I keep asking him to go and take shower again n again... he got so angry... he slept on the floor... hehehe....
Just now tested again... wooo the line is definitely darker!!!
so its kindof bored at home. 2 days mc.... nutink much to do... sleep eat sleep eat... finished 3 magazines... staring at the 3 stacks of compos in front of me... thinking about the 3 stacks of books in school...
should i go for my unisim lesson tml? I haven not attend any... tml is lesson 3.... should i go back to sch on sat and do my marking? maybe i shd....
MC at home... No more MS as doc gave me some med to take... somehow i feel more secured if i vomit haha... still have some tummy cramps on and off but i noe its normal... appetite still okie.. but i realise my baby is a morning bird... i keep waking up very early....hmmm takes after the Daddy..hohoho...
Hubby forbids me to do any hsework... de hse is in a big mess now...super big mess... lucky I have very supportive family members who are willing to come and help me with the hsework or cook for me...hehehehe
